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Happy New Year 2017

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The most fulfilling thing that I have done in 2016 was to finally finished "Night Came Beneath the Stars". I am solemnly thankful for everyone who helped me and supported me; my friends and family. I think I have let go of a lots of doubts so that I am perhaps a bit braver to face the insanity and uncertainty of the world.

As a reminder to myself, I hope in 2017 I can introduce a new story, adding to the ongoing series with "Out in the Deep, Deep Water" and "Night Came Beneath the Stars"

As of anyone who may be reading this, I wish you a Happy New Year. Keep your head up. Dream Big.



But when I'm cold, cold
When I'm cold, cold
There's a light that you give me
When I'm in shadows
There's a feeling you give me
Everglow

Proud of Your Boy

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I don't want to forget this day when you made that terribly dark joke; I won't pretend that it does not break my heart a little.

Someday and soon, I will make you proud of your boy.
Make good and finally make you
Proud of your boy.

Trial and Error

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我在名古屋的某一晚,做了一個夢。
夢裡的人笑著跟我說,小姑娘,人生還是要笑著去面對啊,笑一下,好多了。

今天我和一個朋友講一講就哭了。
她說,你可以自私一點的。想想你如果有一天,當你只剩下自己一個人,面對著自己的時候,你卻還是不能做自己想做的事情,你不會難過嗎?這多麼悲傷。

之前和一個長輩在電話上聊,大哭一場。
她說,孩子啊,你為什麼一直在逼迫自己做不喜歡的事情呢?

我其實,真的也還在摸索究竟要怎麼去做。

失眠

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最近晚上的作息變得怪怪的,常該睡的時候,卻喪失睡覺的勇氣。前陣子因為些不重要的蠢事,神經又拉得很細,有時候想想真不知道這樣的自己到底何去何從。

想把凱特寫了,目標是二月出本。

買了Saving Mr Banks的DVD,但這故事孤獨的好刺眼,回想起來心裡亮晃晃的冰涼,遲遲不敢重看。

不要忘記自己的名字,忘記了會找不到回家的路,所以,不能忘。

To do: Cate

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好像快要長草了這裡。
想寫下來:今年看看能不能把刀鋒灣城的凱特寫完吧,如果可以的話。
最近在考慮同世界另個小女孩的故事,瘦小而纖細的拉芮兒的故事。但想了好多,不知道寫不寫得出來。